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Our Today Song. You are why I smile. You are why I look forward to each day. I am proud of you and your recovery. I know you still are in a lot of pain and I know you hate telling me you are when I ask from 1- 10... and I am glad you are going to tell the doctors that Thursday you need to stay on both of them a little while longer. When you hurt I get frantic because I do not want you to hurt. And I want you to know I am not going any where. You told me the 2nd week we started to know we were entering into a romance. You gave me the full story of your cancer. I think you thought I would say 'Lets be friends' but how could I not push forward. When you started chemo and sent me the picture of your beautiful bald head I think again you thought I would pull the friend card. What I saw when I looked at that picture was the most beautiful Warrior I have ever seen. When you are in and out of the hospital and this latest 11 days in and a 6 hour + operation I would pull the friend card. What I saw was the strongest woman ( beside my mother) Who was not a quitter! Who worried more about if I was getting enough sleep then her own self who was just cut open and had stitches and tubes coming out of her body and who could not get comfortable because any position you tried you still felt pain...So, you wonder why I stay with you... I would be rather stupid to walk away from my soulmate, the most perfect woman I ever met, the one who is so beautiful, the one that is part of my brain, The one perfect Mate that Creator made JUST for me. And last the one who looks good in the Bows our daughter sticks on our head as I do.
I am going to be here for you baby. I am going to be a man of my word. Lets keep making memories. What say you Lilly?
What I say giving up is not an option when there are so many things in this life to keep fighting for and for me I fight for my family and for you.I owe it to you and to my dad and my family. No matter what obstacles our life put us there is always a way to surpass them by keeping our head high and looking stright forward. Being positibe and smiling. Healing is a hard way for now but being back home and with you is the most calming days. But if we change places and you get in my spot love whatyou said abotu me it goes for you too. You have dealed so many things in yoru life from early age. You have been in the hospital more times than I have been. More painkllers than me and antibiotics and yet you always are smiling and positive. You always make me smiling and make every day for me full of surprises and unforgetful.
Sean you are everything I could ever ask for. You cant imagine ho blessed I am having you in my life. How proud I am for you for fighting your own ordel and how happy I am to be by yourside and even though sometimes things are hard i can help you stnad and keep moving
I love you more than i can say with smple words. I will always keep making memories with you sean for you are my future and my world
Lily, we are blessed. There are so many people in this world searching for that one person. We found each other and I 100% believe Great Spirit put us together. I believe he has plans for both us here on Mother Earth and its not our time go journey on yet. What are the chances two people join a site such as this and you had taken a break from VR and had come back just a few months before we met each other. Right off from that first message I sent you and you replied back there was that instant connection we both felt. And look at us now. We HAVE found the love of our life and we are happy. We are both mad crazy in love with each other. We are BLESSED. We are not an accident. We are meant to be.
And I have come before you leave the site. We have been found each other in the middle of it. We are bleesed and in love and no matter we have each other. We are strong and stubborn. I love you and I fall deeper and deeper in love with you every day.
Wings of Hope
04:06 Jun 26 2017 Times Read: 982
There is an very old Native tradition/legend that On The Wings of Hope. I will share this with you all here. Give it a try sometime. It's also a good way to let things go. Something weighs heavy on you, put the wish on the wings of a butterfly to be carried to the Great Spirit. Once you pass over your wish say to yourself , its out of your hands now, and you sent it up to great Spirit. Then feel the weight lift off you.
As an ancient legend goes; According to an American Indian Legend:
If anyone desires a wish to come true they must first capture a butterfly and whisper that wish to it.
Since a butterfly can make no sound, the butterfly can not reveal the wish to anyone but the Great Spirit who hears and sees all.
In gratitude for giving the beautiful butterfly its freedom, the Great Spirit always grants the wish.
So, according to legend, by making a wish and giving the butterfly its freedom, the wish will be taken to the heavens and be granted.
(The following line is often added when the Legend is read prior to releasing butterflies at weddings)
We have gathered to grant this couple all our best wishes and are about to set these butterflies free in trust that all these wishes will be granted.
So today I taught this to Lily and we careful captured a few butterflies and we made our wishes and set them free. I wished for Lily's cancer to be all gone.
So since Lilly been home, she been in a lot of discomfort from where they tubes where. She had 3 tubes placed in her during the operation for drainage. Where they were has really been hurting her besides the other pains from the operation. She is on strong pain pills... so I try to get her mind off it and keep her distracted. Needless to say too she not getting much sleep... thus I am not either cos I stay up with her. When you love someone that just what you do... so I have been sleep deprived and last night I recall needed to take care of business in the bathroom, I recall having the 'urge' to go and the next thing I recall is my mother bringing me my medication( currently I have some medical issues myself) and my mother say 'Sean! Son! Wake up. you have fallen asleep on the toilet.' I do not know how long I had been asleep on the throne but let me just say my backside when I rose had a pink indication of the toilet seat real well so I must of been asleep on the toilet for awhile and OMG my right leg had fallen asleep and was so numb I felt like it was a piece of wood and I could not walk on it for about 5 min while I got the feeling backs... HAHA Lily had a good laugh when I told her. Cleary I had been asleep on the throne for HOURS!
You just let our secret out. Now how am I going to protect you from the paparazi that will try to take a photo of you falling asleep on the toilet. Never the less I have to say that you are so stubborn. More stubborn than me. Because you push yourself beyond the limits and you dont rest when I ask you too. How many time I asked you Sean love are you sleepy and you said no im ok but nooooo you had to be stubborn and do your night day to keep me company but no matter I want to thank you because you helped me so much the days I coulnt handle it. And I do not say it to whine and cry but the past days were really uncomprtable and painfull but you made my head forget everything. Now you see why I am stubborn and when you tell me to go to bed when you are sick I tell you I am ok I want to b there for ou in ever way possible. Because as you said its what you do for the ones you love. And I would do it over and over again.
I love you angel so very much
I will try to shoo the paparazi away
Because I belong right by your side while you recover. Do you think for a moment I could rest knowing you are all by yourself and in pain? Nope. Not going happen. And if the shoe was on the other foot you would do the same. So I am getting little sleep now but clearly I got plenty last night just it was sitting on the toilet HAHA and I LOL"ed so hard I almost broke a rib at the visual you gave me 'Come see the Rare Native Indian that sleeps for hours on the toilet.' ( like a side show of oddities at a low budget carnival) Get your tickets here!
Haha that happened to me before few days LMAO
I was working 16 hours that day then I bring my work at home with me so I worked more... Then I had "human needs " .....then stayed on throne 3 hours sleeping. My phone was ringing and that woke up my sister in law so Tina come upstairs and she was like OMG Dani you sleeping on toilet hahaha.... Well yeah XD
I am so excited... and am secure enough in my manhood to confess when doctor says she cane come home I broke down in tears. 11 days and she had major operation to get the cancer tumor out of her lungs. She is a trooper. She never complained at all during this. Always keeping a smile. Amazing... just amazing. One reason I love her so much her strength and people can learn from her... all the chemo she been though and operations and she smiles and always ak me how YOU all are... no thoughts of herself.
She is still in the hospital but they removed the tubes. She wants to come home but the doctors say not yet. :( And how am I? I am nothing without my love. This song just says it all.
Good news! Just the fact that Lily wants to come home, says it all :) I am so thankful and grateful that she is doing better!!! Thanks so much dear brother for keeping us updated! Give her hugs and kisses for me and Ray, and tell her we love and miss her dearly. I know this has been so hard for you too, but know that your support, love, and encouragement has been a tremendous factor in Lily's healing process. HUGE hugs for YOU dearest brother!!!
i miss her here... and popping in as she does. hugs her... send my love to her
07:06 Jun 19 2017 Times Read: 1,219
They might take her drainage tubes out today. They got as much of the tumor as they could and they hope to blast what is left with lasers once she has healed from the operation. She is doing better. Alert. Still a lot of pain but that is to be expected. So that is the latest news.
Update: they took her off the morphine and onto pain pills to see how she does on those. She hopes to be released from the hospital Wed. She is still very weak and the recovery will be hard but... we got this. I give her all the messages you all send me for her. She told me to tell everyone Hi. :)
You are right Brother, y'all do have this, y'all both are extremely strong individuals! But also know y'all are never alone, you have plenty of people who love y'all very dearly who are backing y'all all the way!
hugs lily...... me here to see you when your about sista... hugs
17:22 Jun 14 2017 Times Read: 1,371
She is out of ICU! YESSSS!! She is in a regular room and is doing ok. She is feeling dizzy she says (Pain Killers). Thank you all for the prayers and threatening the doctors( Mord). Now she needs rest, lots of it.
I logged in at the right time!! YAY!!! Thanks so much for the update!! I am at work, so this is the BEST news!! If you talk to her, please tell her Ray and I say hi, and to just rest rest rest!!! Sending her lots and lots of love and healing prayers!!!!!
Lily's brother contacted me and this is what He told me: The operation went very well. They just brought her in the ICU where she is going to stay for the next 24 hours so they can take better care of her.
Lily is ALWAYS in our thoughts and prayers dear brother!! We will meet up with y'all this weekend in SL for some family time. We miss you and Lily and our beautiful niece Anna so much. Big hugs and all of our love! See all of you soon!
Oh my goodness, I'll be thinking about the both of you, this is rough on both of you. I'm so sorry you guys! She'll be fine, just try and keep a positive perspective even though it's hard to, and pray for the best (I'm actually going through this right now with my biological father expect his is stage four cancer somewhere in his thoart.)
My life is a beautiful dream since the day I met you. You are my earth and heaven. You are my heart and breath. I love you so much my angel
"Oh, life could be a dream
If I could take you up in paradise up above
And tell me darling I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream, sweetheart
Oh, life could be a dream
If only all my precious plans would come true
If you would let me spend my whole life lovin' you
Life could be a dream, sweetheart "
00:37 Jun 04 2017 Times Read: 1,617
Our Story.... Our story.....I will update this soon. For all those who have been with me and Lily as I posted Our Story and all the prayers thank you. People can say what they want about this site but my experience is when prayers and good energy is needed, VR community for the most part, a lot of you step up. Thanks. They are not going to operate on Lily. Me and Lily are just going though a rough week. A lot of our friends ask for pictures of the wedding and I will get them up... our story is not over yet. For our friends, our supporters here... I know you understand the point we are at in her battle with cancer. I don't want to deal with the news just yet. I am scared if I do I , well hell this is about Lily. It's about Lily.
--Sean
Lily is the best. We were newbie coven mates. I have been here nearly 10 years!!! I love her to death. She is beautiful and has a heart of gold. I am always here for her and you as well. Thank you for being such a loving person!!!
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Liliancat
13:02 Jun 29 2017
What I say giving up is not an option when there are so many things in this life to keep fighting for and for me I fight for my family and for you.I owe it to you and to my dad and my family. No matter what obstacles our life put us there is always a way to surpass them by keeping our head high and looking stright forward. Being positibe and smiling. Healing is a hard way for now but being back home and with you is the most calming days. But if we change places and you get in my spot love whatyou said abotu me it goes for you too. You have dealed so many things in yoru life from early age. You have been in the hospital more times than I have been. More painkllers than me and antibiotics and yet you always are smiling and positive. You always make me smiling and make every day for me full of surprises and unforgetful.
Sean you are everything I could ever ask for. You cant imagine ho blessed I am having you in my life. How proud I am for you for fighting your own ordel and how happy I am to be by yourside and even though sometimes things are hard i can help you stnad and keep moving
I love you more than i can say with smple words. I will always keep making memories with you sean for you are my future and my world
Dakotah
13:31 Jun 29 2017
Lily, we are blessed. There are so many people in this world searching for that one person. We found each other and I 100% believe Great Spirit put us together. I believe he has plans for both us here on Mother Earth and its not our time go journey on yet. What are the chances two people join a site such as this and you had taken a break from VR and had come back just a few months before we met each other. Right off from that first message I sent you and you replied back there was that instant connection we both felt. And look at us now. We HAVE found the love of our life and we are happy. We are both mad crazy in love with each other. We are BLESSED. We are not an accident. We are meant to be.
Liliancat
13:34 Jun 29 2017
And I have come before you leave the site. We have been found each other in the middle of it. We are bleesed and in love and no matter we have each other. We are strong and stubborn. I love you and I fall deeper and deeper in love with you every day.